Friday, 25 April 2014

Murder Kills (Free Verse Poem Written in 9th Grade)

Murder Kills (Free Verse)
The once perfect family
Were wiped out off the face of this Earth
Red and blue sirens scream in the air
Yellow tape surrounds the now abandoned house
Blood, gore, red crimson splattered on every corner
The strong scent of rust and salt fill your nostrils

People are protesting and enraged
Oceans of tears are shed within minutes
Cries ringing in the winter air
Shouts and orders resound in the chilly air
Your heavy footsteps and breathing are clear in your ears
Panic and terror, making your blood run cold
With shaking hands, you dropped the heavy weapon and kept running

They were so innocent, so harmless, so guiltless
You took them away
But don’t know why you committed that sin
The sin you never thought would consume you one day
But now you run away and hide
You’re afraid…afraid of facing your fears

You try to run
But there’s nowhere to run
You try to hide
But there’s nowhere to hide
The law is after you and your life
So you beg on your knees and ask for forgiveness

They’ll look at you with disbelief and disgust
And lock you up behind metal bars
You cry because you can’t take back your actions
You’ll tell them you were depressed
Cause you had nothing
You’ll tell them you were angry
Cause no one understood you
You’ll tell them you were upset
And never meant it

 You thought letting it all out on someone else
Would fix everything like it was supposed to
But it didn’t after all and now you’re mourning for freedom
For a second chance at starting life again
But it haunts you now and it will haunt you forever
You awake from nightmares of their screams and cries
So you stood there with mad and crazed eyes
The bits and pieces of your sanity…slowly fading away

With one last shaky breath, you ask yourself
“Is this what they mean by ‘murder kills’?”
A nervous laugh escaped your lips
“God forgive me…”
In one rapid movement, you ended everything yourself

With one big final…BANG

Revenge After Death (Written by me in 7th grade)



Theme: Horror, blood, gore and Suspense.
Setting: At a school called St. Sherman High School.
Characters: Emily- quiet, pretty, smart, new student, 16 years old.
Selene-  snobby, bossy, popular, pretty, arrogant, threatening, 16 years old.
Jake-  good-looking, kind, smart, 16 years old, popular.
It all started when Emily went to a new school called St, Sherman High school. Today was her first day there and she feels very nervous. She’s scared that she wouldn’t fit it and make friends with the other kids. But she had a bit of confidence. She went up the stairs, through the double doors and into the school. She went to the office to get her locker combination and paper files. “I’ll help you find your locker.” said a boy with dark hair. He was also very good-looking. “Ummm…ok.” Emily said nervously. “I’m Jake.” He smiled. “Emily.” Both of them shook hands. As they walked out of the office, Emily noticed a pretty blonde girl in full-on pink glaring at her with scary green eyes. Emily looked away in an instant. “So, here’s your locker.” Jake pointed out. “oh, thanks.” Emily smiled. “No problem.” Jake winked and walked away. ‘Seems like a nice guy’, thought Emily. Time passed by really quickly. And before you know it, it’s lunchtime. Emily put all her books in her locker and headed to the cafeteria. She took a lunch tray and some snacks and sat at an empty table. Listening to music, eating and reading a book at the same times, Jake comes along and sits in front of Emily with a lunch tray. “Can I sit here?” Jake asked. Emily looked up from her book with a smile. “Oh, sure, I don’t mind.” She replied. Emily took out her earphones out of her ears and put her book and MP3 aside. As they begin to start a conversation, Emily begins to think that she’s starting to make new friends.

Finally, school ends and Emily sighs in relief. ‘That went alright.’ She thought to herself. She took all her homework books and placed them in her bag and closed her locker. “Hey, Emily!” Jake called out from behind her. “Oh, hey.” Emily replied. “Hey, meet me at the fishing harbour at 5:00pm. Could you make it?” Jake asked with pleading eyes. Emily thought hesitantly. “Hmm…sure. Why not?” She said with a smile. “Good! See ya there!” Jake said and ran off. Emily chuckled and walked out of the school. As she was walking towards a big tree, the pretty blonde girl she saw earlier grabbed her collar and smashed her against the tree with a THUD! “Ow!” Emily yelled. She wasn’t alone though, two other friends were next to her. “Go, Selena!” one of her friends yelled. ‘So her name is Selena, huh?” Emily thought. “Listen here, you dull girl! Don’t try taking Jake all for yourself! He’s mine! If I ever see you talk or hang with him again, I am going to rip you off the surface of this world! Meaning, I am going to make your life HORRIBLE!! Don’t think that he likes you in ‘that way’! He doesn’t!! He will only like ME!! You got that?! Stay away from him!!” Selena said with scary whisper, almost like she was screaming. Emily nodded. As soon as she finished, she let go of Emily’s collar and walked away. Emily sighed, picked her bag and walked home. A few hours later, it was 5:00pm and Emily has arrived at the fishing harbour. She realised that Jake was already waiting and looked at Emily’s direction. “Hey!” He waved. Emily waved back and ran over to him. “Are you sure it’s safe here? Because sharp, pointy rocks surround this harbour.” Emily worriedly said. “Oh no, it’s fine. This harbour has wooden fences around it. So it’s safe.” Jake smiled. As they were going into a friendly conversation, Selena stands hidden behind a tree, ready to attack. She steps out of the shadows and walks over to Jake and Emily. Selena tightened her hands in a ball of fists and runs after Emily. “DIE IN HELL!!!” Selena shouted. She pushed Emily, breaking the fence that surrounds the harbour. Landing back first, the sharp rocks sliced through her spilling blood everywhere! Jake gasped, but Selena had a smirk on her face. “Why the hell did you do that?!” shouted Jack. “She deserves it.” Replied Selena. Selena realized Jake was on his phone. “Hello, police. I’ve seen a person commit murder right in front of my eyes! Please, come quickly!” Jack shouted and hung up after. After a few minutes, several police cars arrived and took Selena away. She tried to set herself free and kept on shoving the police men but she was already put into the police car. Starting from today, Selena will be experiencing what it would be like to be a criminal.

It is day three now in prison, and Selena feels as if someone is right next to her…watching her. Then there is…the voice. “Seleeena. Seleeena.” The voice whispered. “No! No! Stop! Please!” she screamed. Selena ran to the bars and shook it. As if she was going crazy. “Please! Someone! You got to let me out of her! I’m innocent! PLEASE!!” Selena shouted. “Pffft! As if! You should of thought before you killed that innocent girl!” the guard said and walked away. She sat on her bed with her hands covering her face and rocking back and forth. “It’s okay. I’m just probably imagining things. There’s no such thing as ghosts.” She whispered to herself over and over again. That was when she heard it again. “Selena…why did you kill me? You will pay back…WITH YOUR LIFE!!!” The voice said. ‘Kill? You mean…the voice is…Emily?’ Selena thought. The light bulb started to flicker and everything in her cell started to move. Then Selena noticed footprints of blood…heading her direction. After a few seconds, Emily appears. Slowly walking towards Selena, she raises an arm to grab Selena, with blood dripping from her hands. Her whole body was covered in blood. She was also wearing the same clothes from before. From the day Selena killed her. The wholes that the rocks left were still there. But it wasn’t her body that frightened Selena the most, it was her face. She had glowing red, blank eyes, and blood on her face with open scar wounds around her head. She was also crying…but the thing is…her tears…were BLOOD. Her hair was all messed up. Some of it were covering half of her face. Selena couldn’t move. She was all frozen. But the thing that made her scream, was when Emily lifted her other hand that had…a knife in it. Selena screamed as loud as she could and started to throw her pillows and bed sheets around to make this horrible nightmare disappear. And it worked. She did disappear. Selena sighed in relief. “Thank god. It was just my imagination.” She said. Then she gasped. “Th-th-the footprints! I-it’s there!!” She exclaimed. Looking at the floor, where the bloody footprints were.

It is now morning and Selena hasn’t slept a second last night. “Breakfast!” one of the guards said and pushed a tray of porridge through a gap under the bars. It was porridge to other people’s eyes, but to Selena’s eyes, it was blood and organs! Her eyes went wide in horror and she hid under the blankets. “Ok, fine. Don’t complain if you’re hungry later on.” The guard said and walked away. Visions of last night started popping in Selena’s mind. The blood, the holes in her stomach, the scars, the red glowing eyes and……her voice. She starts weeping and crying. She ripped the pillow and blankets in half, she starts to run around like crazy and starts screaming. All the other prisoners stared at her in confusion and disgust. Because she was scratching the walls ‘til her fingers were bleeding. Until her nails came right off her fingers! With the blood from her fingers, she wrote on the wall, ‘HELP ME’. Then she just sat there, on the bed, blank-minded. Staring at the footprints Emily has left. ‘So it wasn’t a dream?’ she thought to herself. She pushed herself closer to the corners of the wall. As time passes by, Selena falls asleep. Selena jerked awake from loud noises that seem to ring in her ears. She squeezed her ears shut and screamed. 

“GAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!” she screamed. “Please!! Stop!! Please…” she begged. “Does it hurt, Selena? Can you feel the pain? Does it hurt? It hurt doesn’t it? That was how I felt when you pushed me off the harbour!!” Emily said. That’s when she appeared. The hair, the eyes, the scars, the blood, they were all part of Selena’s worst nightmares. “N-no, please, this can’t be! You were supposed to be a dream! A nightmare! You’re not true!” she said, shaking her head. “Yes, I was a nightmare. A nightmare some true!” Emily replied with a smirk. As she walks towards Selena holding up a knife in her hand, Selena backs away. “It’s your turn to feel the pain I felt when I died.” Emily said, ready to strike. “NO, NO, NO, NNNOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!” Selena screamed, as the torture began.


Next morning, the guards found Selena hanging on the wall with a knife through her throat and skinned alive. There was blood everywhere. And all her organs were cut out of her stomach and thrown everywhere in the cell. The police have no evidence or idea of what has happened to her. They also found the footprints Emily left behind and the ‘Help Me’ that was written on the wall by Selena’s blood. But they also found something else that was written on the wall with Selena’s blood, and on the wall it said ‘I’m sorry. This was the only way for me to Rest In Peace. She deserved it anyways. Forgive me…Jake.’ They’ve investigated the situation for months but got nothing. Some of the prisoners there say that every night, when the clock strikes 12, they would hear the whispers of Emily and the screaming and crying of Selena in the very cell that Selena was tortured in. 


Note: Sorry if i'm never on but i WILL try to update as many times as possible ^_^ Anyways, hope you enjoyed my story :) I wrote it in 7th grade (i'm in 10th grade now) so sorry if it was a little crappy :P


Tuesday, 15 May 2012

The Man in Love with Me is Already Dead (story written in grade 7)


Heyyyy every1!!! :):) sorry i haven't been updating my blogs for a really long time!! i've been REALLYYY busyyy~ a lot of homework and stuff :/ or i've just been on my iPod too much ahaha... anyways, for this blog, imma show u guys a story that I've written myself...it's about a girl who moved to a new school and got bullied by a popular snobby girl on the first day...then a "mysterious boy" covered in injuries starts to appear out of nowhere and he "saves" the girl...at last, she confronts him and what happens then...??


THE MAN IN LOVE WITH ME IS ALREADY DEAD...

It all started out when Sam moved to a new school called St. Sherman High. She was a new student...and also a bit of an 'emo'. She's not actually emo, but just dresses in full black clothing. She was afraid, afraid that she wouldn't fit in with anyone and would just get bullied real badly like in her last school. It was nerve-wracking but she did her best to have confidence! As she walked into the school, everyone was staring at her weirdly and whispered to one another. She didn't care what they said. Instead, she just kept walking forward with her head held high. She hurried to the front office of the school and told them she was a transfer student and needed her locker combination. After that, she went straight to her locker to put her bag in and take the books needed for first period, Physics.


As she entered the class room, the class went from noisy, to pin drop silent. They stared at her in different ways. Some with disgust, some with curiosity, some with annoyance and some looked at her as if she was a freak. Which she thought she actually was. "Now, now, everyone. Don't you know that staring is rude?" the teacher said, and apologized to Sam for their rudeness. "Now, this is Sam Willows. A new transfer student. Please make good friends with her and make her feel welcome." the teacher smiled. "Sam, please take a seat nest to Tyson." the teacher gestured to a seat next to a really good-looking boy who smiled at her kindly.

Not knowing that one of the girls were staring at them with jealousy and anger. She walked over to her desk and as she was about to sit down, her chair was pulled backwards and she fell hard on the floor hitting her head on the pulled chair at the same time. Pain struck through her. Especially her head. "Owww...." Sam said, cupping her head with her hands. Everyone in the class bursts into laughter and she realized that the one who pulled her chair was a very pretty brunette girl that sat behind her. "JESSICA!! Stop that this instant!!" the teacher shouted. Jessica giggled and dropped her smirk to a smile....an evil smile. "Oh, sorry!" she said sarcastically.

Suddenly, Jessica froze into a statue. Her eyes went wide and she collapsed to the floor, putting her hands around her neck and choking herself. Her whole body started shaking crazily and her face went extremely pale. Everyone including the teacher hurried to her while a few kids ran to get help. Jessica's friends were shaking her softly, almost crying. Time slowed for Sam. Sam looked around the room for ideas. But instead of finding something useful, she saw....a boy.

He was standing in the corner of the classroom, staring at her. He was covered in cuts and bruises, his face was as white as snow but very smooth and his lips her ice blue. His clothes were all ripped and dirty. Sam froze. "Who was he? Where did he come from? Why is he injured? Why is he staring at me?" Those questions filled Sam's mind, but for some reason, she couldn't breathe a word of it. He opened his mouth for a second as if he wanted to say something but then, didn't and closed his mouth.

He looked at Jessica and for a moment there, Sam thought he looked a bit angry. As he raised his hands, pointing at Jessica, to everyone's shock, she floated up in the air. She flew across the room and slammed into the wall...HARD, breaking almost every bone in her body and until she almost made a whole through the wall. Some of my classmates gasped while the others screamed and cried. "I...I can't move. What am i suppose to do?It feels like I'm stuck on the spot." Sam thought to herself. She looked back at the boy and could see he was about to do something again. "No!!! Stop!! Please!!" She screamed at the top of her lungs while cupping her head with her hands and closing her eyes tightly, tears over flowing.


After awhile, a hand was gently placed on her shoulder and she jumped in surprise to see Tyson staring at her with worried eyes. "Are you okay?" he asked. She quickly looked over to the corner of where she saw the boy, but...he was already gone. "what just happened? What i dreaming?" She asked herself. She looked over to Jessica was. The ambulance came and placed her carefully on a stretcher with an oxygen mask strapped on her face. Sam was breathing heavily. She was confused and....afraid. After awhile, Jessica was sent to the hospital and the students were sent home early.

The final bell rang and Sam walked out of the classroom to her locker. Putting her books in her bag and closing her locker, she breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank goodness nothing else weird happened." she thought to herself. She went out of the school to walked to the direction of her house. While walking, she heard something shout, "Hey!! Get out of the way!! I can't break!!" a boy shouted. Sam turned around to see a boy around her age on a bike, losing control and about to crash into her. Sam screamed. But instead of getting run over, the bike flipped backwards, causing the boy to fall off and hit the ground hard. "Ouch...ow..." the boy said in pain. Sam gasped. She hurried over to him to help him up, but then...she saw him.

The boy...the same boy from earlier, standing under a tree, staring at her. Sam's eyes went wide in horror and fear. He stared at her with really sad eyes. Then suddenly disappeared into thin air. "Hey, what are you looking at?" the boy that got injured asked. Sam stood there, frozen. "He appeared again! Who is he?!" Sam thought to herself. "I'm so sorry! But i have to go now!" Sam apologized to the boy and sprinted home. "Hey!!! Wait a minute!! Where are you going?!" the boy called. The further Sam ran, the lesser she could hear his voice calling. Sam ran as fast as she could without even thinking...about looking back.

Weird stuff has been happening to Sam. In situations where Sam is supposed to get hurt or injured, the opposite of it happens. The other person would get hurt instead of her. And every time an incident would occur, the same boy-the one with pale white skin, cuts and bruises, ice blue lips-would appear before her. Ever since, Sam has been trying to avoid danger or anything that would get herself or others hurt, thinking that if she did this, the boy wouldn't ever appear again or would just disappear.

Sam was sitting on her bed doing her homework. She sighed and fell back onto her pillows. She heard her phone vibrate and checked her phone. It was a text message from Tyson. "Do you mind if i come over? I'm worried about you!" Sam didn't really want him to come over since she wasn't in the mood. But she didn't want to be mean so she replied, "Sure, why not?" and sent it. A few minutes later, Tyson arrived and they both went upstairs to Sam's room. They talked for a while about what happened at school last time and then moved onto another topic.

Tyson moved closer to Sam which shocked her a bit. "Umm...Sam." he blushed. "Err...yeah?" Sam replied. "You see...I like..." Tyson stopped talking as he saw the shocked expression on Sam's face. But it wasn't what Tyson said she was shocked at, it was because of something else. Confused, Tyson asked her, "What's wrong? What are you looking at?" Tyson asked and turned around. The horrified expression crossed his face as he saw the mysterious boy standing in front of him. Like before, he was covered in bruises, scratches, skin as pale as snow, lips nice blue, tattered clothes and his eyes...his eyes were full of fury.

Tyson was so shocked he couldn't breathe or move. Tyson was about to move in front of Sam to protect her but...it was too late. The boy threw Tyson across the room like he was just a toy and Tyson slammed on the wall, cracking it along with some of the bones in his body. He went unconscious. Sam screamed in horror and took a scissor from her desk, trying to defend herself. "WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT?!!!" Sam shouted, her voice and hands trembling. "I AM NOT SCARED OF YOU!!! I DON'T KNOW WHO OR WHAT YOU ARE!! BUT YOU HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME EVER SINCE!!"Sam shouted as her tears overflowed. "Whatever you're trying to do here, you have got to stop it! Why are you doing all those things? Was it to protect me? Why?" Sam sobbed. The boy didn't answer. "Why?" Sam asked again in a pleading voice.

The boy hesitated for a long time. He stared at the floor, almost looking very sad. He looked up, with tears in his eyes, the words he spoke were gentle and soft, almost like a whisper. He looked at Sam with very sad eyes and said, "Because I Love You."

THE END!!




Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Friendship

Friendship. What is it? Now, i know that a majority of people in this world have something called a friendship. There rest just needs to b pushed to make friends.Friends are one of the most important things in our lives. That's why we all must treasure it.
It's obvious i know because i have many great friends :):) Now, i treasure my friends so much. You have to love them to be loved back. <3 ....A great friend is hard to find but easy to get close to, it becomes easier when they become ur best friend, but becomes impossible to forget or let go. 
 That's how i always feel :) it's not a bad thing. Friends fill up the emptiness of ur heart but BEST friends fills and heals ur broken heart. Friends are easily forgiven because we still want them in our lives. Why? Because they make most of the happy memories that we all cherish.
I love all my friends. And everything about them :) they keep me company, lift me up from the ground, make me laugh and smile, help me in hard times, wipe away my tears, hug me when i need it, etc. That's why i need them so much. Sometimes it's hard to find that one or more special friend. But when you do, don't ever let them go because you might not find that special friend again.
Friends are like gifts. If u don't treat it with care, it will break. If you just leave it, and don't use them for a period of time, it will eventually fade away and get old. If you throw it away, you can NEVER...get it back. It's natural for friends to fight. Because sometimes they'll eventually get back together. That's TRUE friendship. If friends don't get back together, then it was never meant to be. 
STRONG friendship can last longer than ordinary friendships. It starts from being strangers, to just-met, to someone-you-know, to friends, to good friends and eventually to BEST friends. A best friend is someone who walks in when the whole world walks out. Someone who stays by ur side. Someone who can mend your heart. Someone who love everything about u. Someone who loves u just the way u are.


A BEST FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS MAKES YOU SMILE!! :) <3 
TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND BEST FRIENDS OUT THERE, I LOVE YOU SOOOO DAMN MUCH!!!!! <3<3 

Friday, 30 March 2012

My Sweetheart :)


Helloooooo every1!!! :):) how ya been?? i am great!!^^ studying for SOSE and English test on Monday :3 maaaaan...lol anywaaaays...not here to talk bout school <_< already did that..lol :) im here to talk bout my cousin's cat that we're taking care of!!! :) his name is Boofhead. He was named that coz his head is a bit big and boofy lolz he's a very gentle and cute cat :) COMEL KAN?!!!! :D around 4-5 years old and is an outside cat (mostly sleeps in my house). He is such a spoiled cat -.-" he gets warm milk, canned food and tummy rubs (24/7) everyday lol but he is sometimes so stubborn! he doesnt always eat his cat biscuits coz he KNOWS he'll b given milk or canned food >:o. Buuuut....he's so cuuute!!! he loves me the most^^ lol he loves sitting on my lap and sleeping on my bed :) he is a hunter! he hunts for birds and mice :P he also gets into fights .__. naughty little rascal! <_< anyways, he's like a son to me lol my baby <3 he is the sweetest thing!! <3 he loves people and fish lol i love to play with him and and cuddle him :):) he sometimes gets annoyed and kicks me lolz that happened a few times -__-" he LOVES me scent :3 thats y he always sleeps on my bed^^ he was stuffing his face in my armpits once! (my stink is like a drug lol jokessss) ahahaha anyways!!! that's all for today :) Annyeong!!! <3 Saranghae!! <3

Thursday, 29 March 2012

SHINee Sherlock (Kpop fans only)


To all SHINee faaaans!!!! Ahneyonhaseyo!! :):) if u didn't know, guess what?? SHINee's new album, Sherlock, is out!!!! :):) they've debuted 7 new songs- Sherlock (Clue+Note), Clue, Note, The Reason, Stranger, Alarm Clock and Honesty! :):) To those who already knew....its awesome right??!!!! :D:D i have seen the music vid of Sherlock (Clue+Note) and it..is...amazing!!! To those who don't KNOW SHINee....(noobs...jokes) they are a korean boy band consisting of 5 members. (In the picture) from left to right- Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho and Key. But from oldest to youngest-Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin. :):) I know A LOT about them so....don't get me started lolz :P Their first debut was on 2008, when Taemin was still in his 3rd year of highschool. They have been to Singapore, Sydney, Russia, Paris, China, Japan, etc. (not fair at all) .___. Onew-22 years old, Jonghyun-21 years old, Key-20 years old, Minho-20 years old and Taemin-18 years old. Told u not to get me started :3 :P i know so much coz they're my Oppa's!!!! >_< i heard that they all haven't had a girlfriend yet so....HANDS OFF!!! THEY'RE MINE!!! <_< >_> just jokiiiing ^^...but srsly...no girl deserves them ^_^ except the ones they wanna date.... O_O anyways....that's all...for now :P hehehe...lol

S.C.H.O.O.L Six Crappy Hours Of Our Lives

aaawww!! look at that babyyyy!!! kawaaaiii!!! <3 ahem ahem anyways...Heyyyy ma peeps!! :):) sorry if i havent wrote anything, yeah??? something went wrong on my account -___-" dammit! anywaaaaays....a lot of exams are going on at schooool!! tiring me out maaan!! lol have to STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!! its been stressing me out lately... :/ but instead of studying.....i've been watching some japanese and korean dramas and......anime >_< .___. eeehhhhh....Atashi wa totemo tsukarate iru... that means "im so tired" in japanese ._. school school school...Six Crappy Hours Of Our Lives trolol :P i mean...i don't hate school or anything...its just....THE HOMEWORK, EXAM, TESTS, ASSIGNMENTS AND PROJECTS!!! v_v its driving me insane!!! oh...sorry, yeah? im so crazy -.-" but i cant wait til the school holidays!!!! :D ive been waiting for yeeaaarrss!! :3 but this year...isnt so bad :/ i mean, new friends, new teachers :):)...thats awesome!!! ^_^ Atashi wa totemo tsukarate iru!!! >_<" i should b paid for going to school, because going to school, is like working at a job lol but nooooooooooo...all i get is sore legs, baggy and bloodshot eyes, less sleeping hours, more work, muscle aches and less concentration!!!! DX this is torture!!! DX....ok im done complaining...just gonna tell every1 one more thing...school may b hard, boring and long, but at least come to school for ur friends right?? :):) alriiiiiight thats all... Sayounara!!! ;)